My dreams have always been extremely evasive, in the sense that I can never f🥴cking remember them!! It has been this way for over a decade, and for the longest time I used to attribute it to my weed smoking (marijuana-use has been linked to "dream loss" for awhile now).
However, my life has been flipped upside down, for I've recently come to find out that this simply isn't true. I have actually been dreaming every night for months -- and it has been a recurring dream, at that!
(And just to reiterate that I mean MONTHS -- I first wrote about these dreams several months ago, just minus my car: https://ecency.com/hive-196233/@borderline.babe/my-recurring-dream)
In the dream, it is nighttime (I very rarely have dreams during the daylight). Sometimes I am back in my childhood home, with all of the lights off and no one else around. In my mind, I know that I am waiting for someone (my Dad or my Nana) to bring my old car home. Sometimes my car is already there, in the driveway, and I know that I'm waiting for my Dad to come and fix it.
(The car in question. This was my 2008 Pontiac G6. I had to sell it 3 years ago...)
Other times, I go so far as to begin walking the neighborhoods in the dead of night, searching for my car. There's never anyone else around. Sometimes it's like I just get off from a work shift, finished grocery shopping, only to walk outside and find that I no longer have a car 😅 No matter how far or how long I look for my vehicle, I never find it...
There is another set of recurring dreams as well. In these dreams, I'm either in a school or a mall setting, always aimlessly wandering around. I never attend any classes, I'm always just wandering the hallways, bathrooms, and stairwells. Sometimes I'm amid the rush with other students, and other times I'm entirely alone...
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For the car one, it is pretty self-explanatory. Our family purchased an RV back in April 2024, but up to today, it still has not become road-ready yet. My recurring dream is just my frantic need to escape the city, to get away but having no means to do so.
For the school/mall ones... It is the fact that I'm wandering through a place without intent. In the school, I'm not attempting to learn; in the mall, I'm not trying to purchase anything. It is just endless wandering... If I had to make my own interpretation, hallways are simply a means of transitioning, of getting from one place to another. Then, again, it's self-explanatory; I am currently in a transitional period of my life where I'm trying to get from here to there. 😅😬
Love what you're doing! 💖
These recurring dreams are interesting for sure. I’ve tried to wake up and immediately write down my dream that I had. I did good for a few weeks but I started slacking on it and haven’t done it for a few months now.
It certainly seems like you are yearning to get the RV operational do you guys can peace out of there!