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I don't actually hate my birthday thou, i hate everything that my birthday reminds me of, it a reminder that I have very little friends.
A reminder that many people who I constantly think about will forget to text me.
A reminder that if I want a party I need to plan it, I'll also have to text people to invite them to said party and then reply to their text when they respond they can't be there.
A reminder that I am a year older and still not closer to knowing what I want to do with my life.
A reminder that my mom will call and pray for me that I will have a good husband and won't settle with a problem.
A reminder that I'm still navigating my acquaintances and career.
A reminder of every single thing that had gone wrong in my life.
I spend the weeks leading to my birthday dreading it and stressing out, and the day of my birthday sulking up or crying because my birthday reminds me of everything I try to forget year round.
But this year I decide to make affirmations instead cause today is a gift and I won't take it for granted, I am loved and worthy of love.
I will leave everyone I come in contact with today better than I found them.
My faith will outwork my doubts, i own my feelings, they do not own me.
When people see me today they will see God shinning through me, he will supply my needs and will give me vision he have placed in my heart to make me great.
Anxiety, fear or worry won't consume me no matter what happens, God will work everything out for good.
Happy birthday to me, Say me a prayer 🙏 and make me smile
Thank you for reading
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Happy birthday, well we all have this feeling of less accomplished life each birthdays but with a positive affirmation a better year is expected.
Happy birthday once more, wish you all the best life has to offer.
Amen thanks boss
You welcome
Your post title caught my attention since I can relate to the 'hate'. Well, like you I don't hate my birthday, but to me it isn't a special day. I don't throw parties, I never did and I never will. When I started working for an international company, I always tried to be in some other country for business, instead of at home where friends usually came to my door without letting me know. Sure, very nice of them to do so, but I simply don't want my birthday to be a 'special' day.
Anyways...
I do hope you find comfort in all your birthdays to come. Perhaps just skip the idea of that day to be anything special for you? Maybe that give you some more releive?
For now, HAPPY BIRTHDAY 🥳🎶🧡
Happpy Birthday
Thank you very much will definitely try to put that in practice
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"But this year I decide to make affirmations instead cause today is a gift and I won't take it for granted, I am loved and worthy of love." That's the spirit! You are 100% correct. I my opinion, life is just one big lesson that you have to learn before you go to the next life, Throw all those bad people away and reveal a new side of YOU! You can do this @bigsavvy!
Am sure I can thank you very much 😊
Happy birthday! I know what it’s like to have an empty birthday, to some extent. There’s often family there but not a lot else but that’s okay. We are able to work towards fixing our situations and gaining some people close to us. Hopefully you can make some steps in the right direction for a few friends to join you on your next birthday!
Yes I hope so too... Thank you very much