I totally agree on this. Maybe its also because our parent's generation got too much pride on everything? Too strict and aren't willing to understand and be humble. Idk. zzz

Thank you for the advice. Its not easy when your trauma gets triggered. I try to brush it off but sometimes the emotions are too overwhelming. I was always thinking of going to therapy. Even on the year 2021 where I wanted to commit suicide. But I just can't find a the money to do it. Maybe I can do it now since I got a good job. It pays low though but, at least the salary is not delayed anymore.