I hope you will find the strength you need and feel better. Being in contact with other people, with those you can rely on, can be a good support during these harsh times. I know it is difficult but sometimes one small step can lead you to bigger ones. I think you just have to straighten yourself and follow a path that it will be shown to you when you'll be able to see things in a different light. Stay strong, and don't hesitate to contact others, be it in Ukraine/ other corners, or even here in Hive. I wish you the best!