Priyan, keep your focus on yourself and Gigi. Don't waste energy on the people that you feel betrayed by. They don't deserve it. Not now.
Here and now it is you and the people around you. Stay alert and take cover. You will make it through this! Ukrainians are brave and united.
I know you feel broken but you aren't. You are stronger than you think and you have every right to show everyone what this war means. You all give it a face and the world is watching.
You will make it!