Hello there!
Actually quite the opposite, I'm grateful that I was able to live without limitations threw growing up, being able to go to party's, go threw many bad habits and, kind of like life prepared me for this, mostly with quitting most of bad habits, in last 3 years I figured what I do like, gained physical as much as mental strength and found people along the way to help me guide me whenever I need help

The main reason of not posting was that I haven't went to any new destination, much road trips, nor was I feeling secure, safe enough to do any. Found out it's also really hard to write something when I didn't feel right or had positive thoughts, but now I feel like everyone, me including can get the best out of this, because nobody talks about the heart, although everything effects it when they say 'it's not healthy for you'.

No rushing, yeah definitely, another thing I'm grateful for is that on the outside I look like the same 'lion' swinging it's tail in the middle of the mushroom forest :)
rawr!

Thank you for stopping by and taking your time, it does mean a lot me