Yes, there is always another time, that's why I don't force myself. I know many people don't understand what's going on inside me, but I really don't care anymore. It's okay if I don't communicate, it's okay if I don't write or do anything productive for a few days... I started accepting the condition of my life and slowly took one step at a time. My safety is my first priority, and that's why I don't do anything that will cause issues later. Thank you so much for understanding and for the hug... It means a lot to me...