I know how you feel, my little girl has crossed the rainbow bridge the 2 may this year, and my other dog has crossed it in 2018, but i still miss him, and his very dark eyes, and his adorable personality! My little sweet girl, is still missed very much, and i can really cry over her, but i am also thankfull for the joy they have given me during their lifetime! And also thankfull to know that we made a difficult but right decission, because she was very ill, and surely had not survived the passed time, with the heat the last period! She would have been choking due to the heat, because of her heart condition.