It is jaw dropping but that's reality.
Feeding birds is a double edge sword, unfortunately and people can't see it. They think they are doing good but once birds get used to being fed, their instinct to look for food starts to fade away. They say don't start to feed them if you don't do it constantly. The mess they make is another matter, which doesn't look good but I don't mind as they have their role in nature.
And I'm feeling better thank you :)