It is unbelievable the things we have endured in these last two years. As for the stroke, just keep in mind that that's a framework of time, but you're pretty amazing and tad bit tenacious. Taking a step back is helpful just to give your body more time to recover. Can't you make an appointment with your guy today for next week? Or do you have to call him Direct? Take good care of yourself also. I think that you worried about the world and freaking about yourself. On another note oh, your photography has exploded into something special. My prayers for you and Marian. ❤