I'm very sorry to hear about your Grandfather and Olet. I know how difficult it can be to fully enjoy the holidays without the ones we love. I am glad you got to take some time to regroup and recoup. I would also like to say that you should definitely not doubt your skills or talent for photography. Even if portrait photography isn't your favorite due to being introverted... there is no doubt you have great skill and talent in that area.
I hope moving forward you don't doubt yourself based on others. Not all clients will be good ones or appreciative of the work that goes into taking the photos and making them after the fact in editing. You should be very confident with yourself and your skills. However, one can still experience burn out and it's human to want to give up sometimes. I am glad you found an inspirational client and some new motivation.
Keep on keeping on and when you feel yourself getting close to burn out... take some time to go take photos of what you want where you like and refresh the art a little for yourself. Take Care Mika and Keep Up the Great Work!
I appreciate this so much 😭 Thank you for taking time to read every detail I wrote ❤️ I guess everything just really happens for a reason. But for sure, better days are coming 😌 Take care always and continue being a light to other people 😍
You are very welcome and i meant every word i typed. Everything does happen for a reason. I don't claim to know the purposes or reasons but life is full of trials and tribulations and they are mostly a learning experience. I am sure that you will endure and persevere. Glad that this comment was meaningful to you. Keep up the great work and may better days be here now!