Have you ever tried regular sungazing? Our bodies have the capacity to heal themselves entirely and the Light Energy of the sun assists with this process, especially when combined with clear intentions.
Sending you a cyber-hug brother, for what it's worth.
Thanks! Received and resent.
I was just out in the yard/garden. We're still surrounded by construction vehicles working from dawn to dusk (pretending to work, anyway). Very noisy, very shaky, very distracting. At night the hum from the new 5g towers keeps us awake in more ways than one. I'm doing everything I can to think of a plan to get us out of here. Which sucks, because that's what I've had to do so many times in the past 10 years. I hate running away from a situation, but we keep getting abused, targeted, or just outright evicted for absolutely no reason at all. One landlord claimed they were moving in family from China (one of the only legal ways to evict us the way they did). But they just found a new tenant to abuse, at $250 more per month. Scumbags everywhere. My wife and I have been through the wringer, especially since we got into hardcore activism and fighting big pharma. Middle of the night, middle of a blizzard eviction even. Absolutely no reason, and illegal. We found out later the new owner of the house was ex-M16 and were told by local cops "just get out of there and don't mess with them". Over and over, harassed and abused and almost killed. Now we've got Brett and we're doing out best to make a stable and healthy life for him. But man, there's just no way here. 17 months of nonstop "work" so far, to get a roundabout in. Now they're re-doing the train tracks next door (yes, we live alongside a busy rail line). That's exectged to go at least another year! Every day is a struggle. I've been sleep deprived for more than a year. My health is in shambles. And to think, we moved here to get away from Vancouver, and have the baby somewhere we could potentially recover from our past wounds! No such luck.
I got a ton of sun in my eyes just now. My nerve condition makes it pretty tough. I can't even really see outside, even on a regular day. On a bright day I'm basically blind now.
You are in my thoughts brother.
I was going to send you something more intentional than a cyberhug with the sunrise but we have a crazy storm going on here this morning. Will try again tomorrow.
Your experiences make me think of my father. He stood up to the US gov and as a consequence was evicted from the country in which he held power (Philippines). He was ostracised and chased around the world, prevented from setting up businesses wherever he went. He fought a 30 year court case against the US gov which cost him everything and he died broken & penniless.
What I learned from his life & death is that it is better to avoid standing up against anything, especially when the thing is all powerful and without morals. They will do a fine job at digging their graves without our help. Better to stay off the radar as much as possible until the time comes when many of us will stand up as one to give us a real chance at implementing lasting change.
But don't get me wrong, I very much respect what you stand for and do sympathise with your situation.
I agree with you, but where we might disagree is where that point (many of us will stand up as one) should be. I believe we're not free anymore, and the time to do something about that is right away. Those who want us dead consider us worthless, lower than domesticated animals. And they will kill us like domesticated animals (and already do). For such animals, when is the right time to do something? Once the animal in front of us is slaughtered and his blood sprays across our face? When we're walking up the ramp into the slaughterhouse? When we're being corralled from the field? It's really hard to say.