Hmmm! Sad but this is my younger self at times even some moments now, I feel the same.
I often ask the same question but only to myself.
What if the things we even consider to be right and doing them turn out to be the wrong ones?
Indeed adolescence is a stage we will forever miss.
Living a carefree life without having to disturb your mind and self about anything. Dreaming very big as if it's all we ever had to do and be was quite a delightful thing.