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Greetings to BdCommunity ...
Today I read a sentence from the 4th week contest, Assha Athoba Nirasha, I was curious about the sentence, and tried to understand the meaning of the sentence, it turns out the meaning of the Ashaa athoba Nirasha sentence, so meaningful in my personal life.
After graduating from high school, I had aspirations to continue my studies at university, I had the desire to become a successful person and be able to help my parents and family financially, but this desire was opposed by my parents on the grounds that I was unable finance to continue my studies, my father wanted me to be independent or migrate to other places and look for a decent job, but I was about because my desire and determination were unanimous to continue their education to university, my father finally blessed him, and in the next school year I also tried to register to become a student, and finally I graduated at the Faculty of Economics, with the Department of Business Management education.
I went through days struggling and never complained to my parents, the passion for getting a college degree was what kept me strong and strong through everything, I passed it all for four years and until finally, something I dreamed of long ago arrived in front of my eyes, I got an invitation to be handed over to my parents in the village, to attend my graduation, the feeling of joy mixed with emotion when I graduated on that happy day, my bachelor's degree was legitimate I got after attending bachelor degree.
Finally, with a diploma that I got, I began to try to realize my expectations from the past, namely to find a job and become a successful person, one by one the government or private companies I went to, to enter a job application letter, and wait for a letter reply to a call from the company so that in the test as one of the employees of the company, with great enthusiasm that I did almost three years, but none of the companies that called me to work, here I began to despair and sad, I remember first having to work hard in education , and had to spend almost five years hugging each other with books.
I felt ashamed of my parents and friends in the village because I could not prove to them that they could get a decent job, after completing their high-level education, despair and disappointment was what kept on in my mind, so much sweat and sacrifice that had to be I passed to get a hope that I always dreamed of.
But do I have to continue through the day with discouragement?
Finally I realized that everything we get in this world is a gift from God, maybe I'm not destined to be what I want, because after trying but I did not get it, maybe my destiny has been set on other work, I also tried to get up from all that I found, I tried raising chickens with capital from a friend, and this I have done for almost seven years, until now I have a family and have two children, although not getting a big profit, but from my current job I can support my wife and two children, and I am very happy with what I get now.
@nazarulakbar
30 june 2020