So I guess I am really a bad and evil person.
Well this seems to be like statement which is made by an individual who has truly began to reflect about his or her inner self and have truly seen the evil which is present.. It is not just about the things you have done, because then you may really have said that I have done something bad and evil. You feel this is really how you are in your inner self.
Well What do I really have to do with myself now?
Yeah sure if it is truly your inner self then there is not something you can really do. You are looking forward to change from the inside. And so If you have truly behaved so badly you can then change that your behaviour to some extent by the choices we make. For example, if you engage in stealing - Then stop. If you are losing your temper - learn you need an effective anger management..
Now let's get back to me , I do not know if I will consider it as an evil inside me or I just cannot see how dumb I am becoming when I allow procrastination to take over my life...yeah Procrastination is the evil within myself that i am fighting with...
It has stopped me from taking so many great decisions and I am beginning to consider it as my enemy and I will not stop fighting the war against the procrastination because it is getting a major part of my life already...