Let not your heart be troubled, be of good cheer, for this too shall pass. (I know easier said than done)
It is ok not to feel ok. Sometimes life is sweet as honey fresh from the comb and sometimes it sits up and kicks you in the teeth. This was a horrific event that you all went through and right on the tail of an already pandemic crazy world.
I know what it is like to be tired or maybe weary is a better word. Weary of the fight, the battle, just tired of living the way it is in this moment. One thing I have learned - it won't stay this way, life always changes. Thank God!
So go ahead and be weary, be sad if you want, it's ok to have feelings, even anger. Some day though it will all just be a memory of something that happened and you will have a story to tell those that come after.
It really helps, blogging the aftermath on Hive. I'm sure it's also one of my ways of coping. I'm just grateful that Hive is here filled with good strangers on the internet. It's life-changing for others I'm sure.