It's awesome that you're finally considering giving that manual bike a try! It sounds like your brother has been a good influence on you.

Don't worry too much about it being complicated at first. Manuals just take a bit of getting used to. Plus, having your brother around for guidance will be a huge help.

I understand your hesitation after the accident. It's understandable to have some anxiety about riding again. But maybe taking it slow and starting with short rides can help you overcome that fear.

Good luck with your practice ride this Sunday! I hope you have fun and start to enjoy it.