Sis, Be strong hah? I know how it hurts. Until now, the memory of my friend who died in front of me are still clear. I cannot imagine that the pain will stay this long, everytime that I am dreaming about him, all I can feel is sadness. I can't accept it 100% that my childhood friend who's like my brother are all gone. For me, everything was just from yesterday. Like it's happened yesterday, it brings pain to me, but it's nothing like how his mother feel when her child is gone. After that, his mother changed, it's been 4 years and his mother are not on her self anymore which is makes me more sad.