Year 2022! A Big Trials For Our Family

I know that all of us are facing problems a small or big it is. And sometimes it sink in to my mind the word "give up". I want to give up totally, why? Because I felt so tired, useless,and even small things that you've done were not appreciated. But still I am here fighting in this adventurous world because the one who gives me strength is my family and mostly,my son.

Last December 16, 2021 when typhoon Odette hits our place. Our house was ruined just like a crumpled paper, walls were broken, roofs flew away as in our house was totally damaged.It was the time and date that will never be forgotten. Still now, it keep recalling on my mind.

Last August 10, 2021 I was on labor. How many hours I suffered the pain while I'm in labor. My "panubigan" already breaks out and I kept pushing because I knew that the next on it will be my child coming out but sad to say it did not. I then undergo emergency c-section because my son already pooped inside my uterus. I'd never expected that I will undergo caesarian. I cried and felt so tired and weak. But still God has a purposed of all my sufferings.

When he arrived at our house in the afternoon, I then approached him. I cried because kuya kept telling me that "dhai, I can't ease the pain of my stomach. When I touched my kuya he was so cold, his skin complexion got whiten and his nails were purple just like color of bruises. My kuya on that time was shivering, sweating again and he has a fever". I don't know what to do on that time. I told my kuya to hug me tight while I am crying seeing him how pitiful he was. I kept on massaging her hands in order to bring back her palms red but sad to say, kuya never felt any aches because all his body was so numbed. I kept telling my kuya, just keep strong kuya never give up while I'm crying in front of him.Yesterday, it was September 24, my eldest brother @nhaz01 chatted on me that he was not feeling well. His stomach was aching and I told him if what kinds of foods he has eaten. I tell him that maybe it was not clean or contaminated that is why you have stomachache. He then told me that, because of the water and he only taught that it was just a normal stomachache but when he told me that he always vomit and his stomach continuously aching that time I felt so worried for him. When I were still chatting on him, he never replied on me so I chatted his boardmate which was my relatives because I am so worried of the situation of my kuya, I kept asking what was going on? He then told me that they were kept on massaging my eldest brother because the pain on his stomach was not stopping. My brother was sweating, so pale and seems like wants to collapse. I then told my kuya that he should went home here in our place because he was on his boardinghouse on that time. Thanks God that he then arrived at our house.

I then told my partner and mother that please bring kuya to the hospital. How pitiful my kuya it was. When they arrived at the hospital. Kuya got then his dextrose and waiting for the examination result. When kuya chatted on me that he will undergo appendicitis operation which cost 14 thousands, my gosh! where are we going to get that much?

I then posted on my facebook account and it was my first time to asks a help for financial support. I was too thankful that some of my fb friends send me some amount of money through gcash. It was the only thing came up to my mind in order for me to help my eldest brother.

And in this morning, kuya video called on me. I cried when I saw my kuya lying down, pale and weak. But I am thankful that the operation was successful. Now, I am keep praying and hoping for the fast recovery of my eldest brother.

Ending Thoughts
Trials are everywhere, we cannot force it not to come in our daily life. Just like nights, indeed it is so dark but then there is always a brighter light exist which gives light to our path we are going through. Even how hard the situation is we encounter in our life, never loose hope because I know, God has a big and best plan for us and He knows that we can overcome those milestones we are facing through a small or big problem it is.

I am just a youngest daughter and sister for them but still remember that I love you always my eldest brother and mostly to my eldest sister @zbabe . I am here always in ups and down you can call and lean on me. What are siblings for. Keep on fighting and never give up.

Until here my fellow hivers. I hope that your Sunday night is great and fruitful. Let positive vibes always on our mind and hearts.

God bless us all and more powers.

💕 Love_Angge222😘