True. I think I do need to go back to my faith slowly na. hays. Thank you for reminding me that @indayclara .

I just thought that if I go to a psychiatrist or something, I would know if what mental disorder i have and may do some therapy to lessen it (?). You know something like that. Its good that you can do self healing. Not many others can do that either. You're such a strong woman indeed. 😊

Just like what Buster Moon from the animated film Sing (2016) said:

When you've reached rock bottom, there's only one way to go, and that's up!


Thank you so much for your words. Its so nice to be able to talk to someone about your vulnerabilities. :)