Greetings @clodaghdowning ,

When reading your post...'Do I have faith? Yes, and I believe in some kind of God - because I found myself on floor praying to him/her but gosh there is no one in the world that wants to live more than I. For my son (9 years) and my husband (@ammonite) and my family.'

I was reminded of a post from @ammonite a few years ago...

https://whaleshares.io/@ammonite/sliced-nativity-sand-sculpture-137

The Nativity scene centred on Christ, (God's Son) Whom God in His great love for mankind sent into the world to die as a substitute for us. John 3.16 For God so loved the world that He sent His uniquely born Son so that anyone who believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. It is faith alone in Christ alone for salvation. Nothing else. It is that simple. Another verse from the New Testament reads...For by Grace are you saved and that not of yourselves it is a gift from God, lest anyone should boast. Ephesians 2.8,9 Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved.

First things first.

Okay so that takes care of Eternity...what about now...Once you become a believer in Jesus Christ...You become part of God's family...His plan will unfold for you...As He is a perfect God, absolute Good, His plan is perfect...God knows best.

You will be in my thoughts and prayers. ^__^

Kind Regards,

Bleujay