Welcome to the Jahm community @crily.love and hope you'll feel at home here 😊.
@dmilliz regarding your question, I'm afraid I can't give a conclusive answer. From my Christian upbringing I was taught that the Lord knows the beginning and the end and that He has a purpose for us, but on the other hand we also get to choose because of something called "free will".
The best we can do is follow His teachings and live our lives as good and positive as can be.
Hahahah, that is a good answer, makes sense too, God has a purpose for us but it based on our freewill. But who knows if God planted that seed that made us decide on certain path or where we actually chose that path. We will never know until we meat the creator himself.
True dat!
So true and now I'm wondering if I should start thinking about all the questions I'll have when the time comes 😅🙈.