The gospel of God is perfect,and it reveals who we really are by His word reflecting in our lives. It is truth that we struggle to live a holy life and do good at all times according to the plans of God in our lives. But sometimes we can't really do this good things even when we want to. Sometimes, we do not plan to do any evil or negative thing or to even think of it, but we see or feel those negative thoughts running in our minds.
We struggle too hard, because we want to do the will of God, but the servant of God has said it, that it is not in our power but by the Holy spirit and again we also lack the proper knowledge, why? Is because some of us are believers in wrong religion. From this message, You understand that it is important to stay in a good religion like Christianity, which is the only religion that can put you in light at all times.
According to the servant of God, he says that, you can never be in a wrong religion and do the right thing. So if you need to do the right things according to the will of God , then Christianity is the religion that can put you in light.
looking at the case of apostle Paul, he was in Judaism, yet he persecuted the Church of Christ, but when he was converted and became a Christian, he was no longer controlled by his flesh and negative thoughts, the holy spirit directed him on all things to do per time. I will encourage you to listen carefully to this preaching and you will have more to learn.