Meditation may be the most paramount of importance for you at this time @theycallmedan … It has always helped get me through the tougher times in life.

I'm near your mother's age and have a 'son' like you who shows me endless love... I'll go out, with a smile in my soul as a result; regardless how confused the look may be on my face.

Hope this small thought, helps 'you' and your 'mom' in some way.

Regards