Yeih, big topic here as well!
I recently visited the village where I moved to at age 8, and where most of those fears had their beginning. That triggered a lot of memories and so much came to the surface again. Very grateful, I feel lighter now 😊
I looove your outfit! Especially the hat! Is it one of those that your girlfriend makes?
Congratulations on being able to face those!!! Let's enjoy the transformation! For me the hard part is no longer coming to peace with how these fears began, but learning to allow myself to be my natural size, because I know that I am someone who attracts a lot of attention naturally...maybe just part of being a creature of fire.
THANK YOU! The pants felt like a massive upgrade for me, WAYYYYY out of my price range but I felt like I had to buy something from this guy who makes really wild clothes that I've been way too shy to wear up until now. And the hat is also very special to me. My girlfriend made it on my request, and added the bright pink spot at the top which made me nervous at the time but ended up being my favorite part!
She's made a new one too. I will share that soon! It's more of a winter one and it's just starting to get cold here.
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