But if am to be honest, I'll continue shopping. I've literally not builded anything tangible for myself so I won't wish to buy myself.

Mostly likely, I will do the same thing as well. I don't think I have anything that I have built that is tangible and also, I have quite a lot to work on myself.

It's time I consider shifting ny focus to developing myself. I need to read books that would help me with the mindset to rebrand myself.

Will be great if you start doing this right away brother. It will help you out in the long run.