Good to hear from you, @tpkidkai!
We realize a lot of things when adulting hit us hard with responsibilities and obligations. A little time for ourselves to have fun is a necessity. As the proverb would say, without play, it makes us dull.
I'm not really an adrenaline jock. I'm also getting old, but I hade to try it again just to feel like child again.
Thank you for sharing your introspection and for kind words!
Have a great day ahead!
!PIZZA