everything about Nigeria is a struggle, you have to be strong hearted to survive in Nigeria, they wont tell you, maybe because Nigeria or life as a whole is becoming more difficult, what has really helped me in life is not to depend solely on myself but to depend on God and some trusted friends. i will have advised you to learn a special skill while you wait to proceed with your higher education. you will agree with me that God sends other humans to help me and He doesn't show up Himself to your door step, so while knowing that God is your only helper, know that it is a human that He sends to perform His function here on earth. thanks for sharing your thought with us. I pray you well in your endeavors with life. peace!