The only person that has the potentials to stop you from achieving your dreams should be you, it's either you try to win everyday or accept defeat. I've learned to deal with my fears and worries about what people think about me, I strive on my lane to win and that's the energy. You and your guys would have gone far in the industry who knows.. But all good, you can make it up to yourself however you choose to..
P.S:Social interaction on Hive is very important Bro, visit other authors post and leave them your view about their post, create a chain of interactions and make friends for yourself on Hive..
Thank you for sharing @xeeon