I get that completely, and I don't like being indebted to people either or overwhelm them withy my problems. I guess I learned to shut up and keep your problems to yourself in my military years, that and I never really liked sharing thing anyway. It's just not who I am.
I do have a few good friends but not many. And to be honest since I began with my health problems I began to isolate myself. Probably not a healthy thing but I got sick of hearing, "Oh I'm sorry to hear that", just platitudes without any real feeling or comprehension on their part.
Maybe that business will materialize with the bull run, and I'm hoping it comes sooner than later. How are you feeling these days
Well, I completely relate. I don't really like sharing much, it leaves people more confused than they started, plus I was already used to dealing with my stuffs, but I was happy to talk to someone.
Like you, I also have a few friends, and somehow I'm happy I'm rid of all the population and save for just a few.
We never really know how much lonely life can be until you begin to deal with things that no one understands.
Ha ha I get the regular "oh I'm sorry" but we all know it's just for the sake of courtesy.
I hope so too, I think it would be a dream come true and it would be something that finally gives me a little stability