My journey for the whole year 🌼

Finally it's the ending of the year, 2024 is almost coming to an end, a lot of things have happened in the past months of the year.

So in this article I'll be talking about how I spent my year from January down to this December.

January was so tough, because then I lost two people precious to me, I broke down financially and mentally, work wasn't even giving me space to think about my life, it continue to February and I can say February was the worst of it all, because I wasn't done morning the last people I lost in January then I lost my precious grandmother in February.

Everything was so hard for me to process, because I literally grew up with my grandmother and we were so close, her death wasn't even funny at all, i had to process in my head that's my grandmother was no more. I felt so alone and abandoned.

Moving on to march I started picking the broken pieces of myself and putting them together, I started focusing more on work to distract myself from what I was going through, funny enough this idea worked because I wasn't really worrying about what I was going through anymore, I started becoming happy again even though it wasn't genuine happiness.

I must say April was very lovely, it was so perfect, I made new friends and I felt like I had peace of mind, I guess throughout this year it was only April I felt genuinely happy. It was nice being genuinely happy, although i had things to worry about but I just put my happiness first.

There's no way a person can be truly happy without having God in their life, I think what help me in my happy era was putting God in my life first, like I always say God over everything. I was scrolling through tiktok few days ago, and I saw people bashing a lady in the comment section, because this lady said she's an ex- Christian and she doesn't believe in God.

Lost a lot of weight because of too much stress

I don't know what she must've gone through for her to say she doesn't believe in God, but I don't see any reason for a person to come in conclusion saying there is no God, because it doesn't just make sense to me, life is nothing without God, The air that we breathe if not for God we won't breathe in oxygen for free, just imagine we're actually paying for The air that we breathe, most people would have died because they won't be able to pay or many people would have been indebted to God. This is enough evidence that God truly exist and he cares, I'm not coming here to say this to claim righteous, but I'm just airing my belief about God.

Fast forward to may, I got to know about Hive, a friend of mine introduced me to hive, and I must say I am very grateful for knowing about Hive, because my experience here has been wonderful, I got to learn a lot of new things here on Hive, before joining hive I didn't know too much about cryptocurrency, but after I joined hive, I've gotten a reasonable amount of knowledge on crypto currency, I've also made good friends from hive, and honestly I don't regret joining hive. The month of may wasn't really stressful, although I had a lot of ups and downs but I came out strong at the end of the day.

June and July, my life was a bit of a mess during this period, my work was stressing me out, my boss was a weapon fashioned against me at this time, it was so bad that I was thinking of quitting my job, but on the other hand the economy is not friendly, and getting a reasonable job is very difficult, so I have no other option than to endure what I was going through at work. Aside from work problems, I was having health issues, which wasn't serious as at this time.

The month I thought I was going to die AUGUST, the month of August was really terrible, I was so sick to the extent my only prayer point was for me not to die, because I was seriously ill, although I've been having this symptoms in my body, but I've been neglecting it and doing self medication which wasn't even helping, it got serious and I was admitted in the hospital, I spent 6 days in the hospital. I'm glad I came out alive, the rest of the month was just there, my boss at work wasn't even considering the fact I was in the hospital, he's only concern was for me to come back to work (I could imagine selfish he was).

September, October, November ....
This past 3 months has been a journey of emotional roller coaster, some days are for crying 😂, some days are just there while the rest I was trying to make my best out of it, at this point in my life, I dropped a lot of unnecessary people out of my life for good.

Now it's December, all i can say is Thank you God for the gift of life, i may not have accomplish too much this year, but I'm happy to be alive down to this moment, it's a privilege to be amongst the living, many people started this year but did not see the end. hoping for better things next year 🌼🌻❤️.

WE GO AGAIN NEXT YEAR