Crazy But Motivated.

Last year?? So it’s all over! 365 days? Days when 24 hours were not even enough for me. And days when 24 hours were just too long. It’s just all over. Now all that’s left are just moments, memories, flashbacks, and throwbacks. Now it’s all in the past.

At times, it’s kinda crazy to think about those times. When my Google Photos keeps reminding me of some moments, I will just smile and wish to relive those moments again. While some, I will just nod my head and be grateful for those moments.

Why am I grateful?

Those are moments that shaped me. They are tough and crazy. But getting over them made it even easier for me. That, in the end, my heart will scream. I survived !! I survived !!

I have always had a tough time dealing with work and relationships at the same time. Last year put a lot of pressure on me. This is because I have got many of my friends celebrating and rejoicing, some getting married, employment opportunities surfacing, the joyous moments knew no bounds. I was so happy for them all. But deep down the pressure was overwhelming me.

I was so eager to be in a relationship, but I fell into the wrong hands. The same relationship that was meant to bring me peace took away the little peace in my custody. It became a battle I started fighting over for months.

Another pivotal moment that I overcame last year was a part of my business.

Growth, they say, is an important factor when it comes to business. To be a successful business owner, you should always aim for growth, and growth also requires some sacrifices that have to come into place. Financially, mentally, morally, and a lot of things have to be in place.

One of the plans I had was to improve and extend my farm from the breeding aspect to the rearing section. I have planned this for some time, made plans, and even prepared alongside. I started small, but I failed. Then I felt disappointed and discouraged.

It got me down for some while because I had wasted the little funds I had at that time. So recovering will have to take me another time to gather more funds and start over again.

I learned from my mistake and realized that going small was my mistake. I needed a larger space for the small amount I thought was actually small. This became my ultimate goal to be achieved before the year runs to an end.

I targeted the mid year, but I wasn’t able to meet up with it. Not until the third quarter of the year. The struggle became real and stronger. But I finally achieved my target before the year ended. It became one of my biggest achievements last year.

It actually gave me the confidence that I can do better and greater things this year. Mistakes will become inevitable, but I still have to get over them and achieve the bigger dreams I have ahead of me.

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