Hello hivers, it's My second time writing here and I decided to check out the music community first because of my natural love for music. After looking through a lot of great and mind-blowing articles here, I picked out some points which really got my attention. Some of which were from @thelooter post ( an adolescent feeling curious and needs to approach the temptation)
@davidpena (coming to like someone but things doesn't go really well as expected, then series of problems arises.. maybe it wasn't the Ideal person for that moment) I decided I was also going to talk about my music life
Have you ever felt depressed and then you listen to music, or probably had a block and suddenly music awakened your mind? that's what music does to me. At some point in my life, I went from being the happy guy to a sad and depressed fellow
Everything felt like it was collapsing, it seemed like everything I did went all wrong and I couldn't have even been born
I felt pained emotionally
My head was filled with thoughts, negative thoughts.
And I needed to find a way to heal me
I needed to put myself together
I was badly battered
If I'm being honest, music is the better life meant for me.
There's this particular song I listen to "God only knows/for KINGS AND COUNTRY" Whenever I listen to it, I feel I'm inside the music
Like it's speaking to me directly.
Just a few, but every line of that song is deep, touching and personal.
It places me in a state of tranquility
I was drowning in the gloom of depression, drenched in perspiration but listening to this music, I was comforted.
Music has been there for me all through my lonely days
I remember when I had a breakup with my girlfriend 😌💔it was really tough for me
Yunno I got in this relationship with this gurl, she loved “us” buh I couldn't really tell myself if this was really love or maybe I was being tied to her dream out of sympathy.
She was sweet and loveable💔she was really nice and understanding I didn't want to hurt her..
She wanted “Us" and I promised her forever, now forever feels so faraway, tho I tried..
I never meant to leave her crying in the rain..I had my own demons I was fighting so I pushed her away😌💔
And then I listened to Wallows by Tommy Docherty, his lines got to me, like I was in the music.." you always said that this was magic..oh I tried to feeel the Same.
In my head I could place myself saying these words to her
The sound, the lyrics everything sank deeply into me soul and I couldn't help but let the tears roll down my cheeks
It was really tragic
But then I got so engaged in music and she's been healing my bruises
One of my favorite songs is 'Married to,
Just listening to the raps and serenade, the lyrics, everything. I felt relieved, like Guyyyy u're never alone! U can always pick up every broken pieces left of you.
Tho the memories somehow never leave but I no longer drown in it's grief like I usually did
I feel the tranquility is divine..gives me a new lease on life
Yeah the memories never die but music pulled me out of the misery.
Music doesn't just give me a reason to live, it is my life.
I'd always say this 'Music is the better life meant for me!'