Show yourself the deservingness that you want to see in you. All your values and virtues are the best reflection of who you are. Now is the best time to reflect your sense of adventurousness, to take a trip, an adventure of a lifetime in search for the better version of yourself. The time to make certain changes with good intentions without harming yourself and its ideals from the real you, you wanted to be. This is the best time to escape from all of this noise, polluted environment and morally unclean expectations of the outside world. Instead feel and search for that peaceful place within you. Be intimately honest to yourself about the changes you’re going to make even though you are having that hard time to commit to changes. Your lack of commitment now will teach you to the discipline and patience you’re longing to achieve. A satisfiable life starts with discipline to commit to your longtime dream goals and plans. I know that, all of this starts with your good intentions of trying to change the world. But if you want to see this change in others, in this world, firstly, this change should start from YOU!
The longingness to feel this state of peacefulness from all of your inner disturbances can be the way to transform your life into this power to act virtuously and be more focused on this change you want to see in you. You're denying yourself really the success you deserve. The fulfilment of having to achieve something worthwhile of your time and effort. Having to live the life you’ve wanted without having been judged from all the troubles of others, and the troubles of the world. Each of us has his or her passions untouched, but still trying and having that hard time to be touched, sharpened and be honed. It is in your pride and satisfaction to at least, you’ve tried. It may or may not work but it shall bring you PEACE!
Your strong longingness to see that change in you let you travel to a place unvisited, a well-deserved journey of your self-exploration, a solitude in search of one's true SELF. Even though you haven’t recognized your authentic lovable true self, trust that you’ll soon see brighter than before the signs of that amazing someone behind her confused inner self. Try to trigger that deepest weirdest place alone. Try to explore slowly, try to explore slowly but true. Surely, you’ll surely grow and be the boss of all the listed excuses and unnamed emotions. You can feel that sense of authority from all of these, and you are now in control of all your life circumstances as you can now easily accept that no one is to blame now but yourself. That emotional clarity is your training needed for this life and self-discipline and patience are your tools to what life is trying to show you now.
Watchwords:
Peace
Deservingness
Patience
Solitude
Alone
Inner self
Passion
