Hello @m1alsan,
Thank you for your insightful observation. That's how I feel. I did try to strike a balance.
It's really tragic to see people you love suffer, but that is the nature of the world. The challenge is to carry on and be as productive as possible. No point in moping about, although it is tempting :))
I appreciate your kind wishes. That's the thing that gets all of us through life--kind wishes and warm feelings from our fellows.
Hope you have a great weekend
All the best @agmoore. You are brave to embrace and share. It is really inspiring of you being wise and powerful to carry on.