I despise that the privilege of the first comment’s been sapped by whatever bot that is. I love the point you bring up, of beauty and high maintenance. I follow a narrative about a player in a world named Weed. He touts those same praiseworthy traits of determination and hardiness, though he’s also a bit of a miser. Might be better to call him frugal rather than extravagant. It’s impressive to note that I can feel similarly to you while also being at times, what you’ve described. Some parts reliant other parts needy, as I wish and hope for someone to come help me out. It’s a definite balance to strike between requesting aid and saving yourself wherever possible. If nothing else, you help me reflect that I’m thankful for all the times I didn’t make it early on, as it helped build up my hardiness. Now I’m harder than ever and lot’s simpler, maybe not easier, than it used to be. Also, I’m in Boston, not New York! Lol life’s pretty quiet on my streets, probably cuz I hold it down so well. How’s my favorite Finn family faring? Can I send in a gift over the blockchain, I wonder?