I don't know how you look up the history of one's wallet past the few days it shows but I remember distinctively it saying you not any esteem, which by the way I tried to look up and there was nothing coming back on the search, deposited steem in my account for engaging. That's the way it went down until the last three weeks not three months as you claimed. I have absolutely no idea what an esteem is, how much a esteem is worth or even if it's worth my time and investment to want to participate to gain one, they could be as useless as trying to argue with Taz for all that matters.
I know you don't give a #*@(, that's how this site operates and why it doesn't grow, you don't like something someone has to say and it's out the door....that is the exact definition of censorship. This is a centralized site that benefits the top players and all their bots.
As I have told you, they don’t appear in the Steem wallet or on the steem-engine wallet.
I also checked how long it was since I was sending 30 STEEM a week out of my own pocket for this contest, which I run off my own back and the data costs me 40 SBD a MONTH to access, and it’s been 3 months. Check the posts each week if you don’t believe me.
Last post with STEEM as my prizes https://steemit.com/engagement/@abh12345/the-curation-and-engagement-leagues-db70b2364c44dest
First post with ESTM as the prize
https://steemit.com/engagement/@abh12345/the-curation-and-engagement-leagues-2fec61494894dest
The reason for this is that eSteem wanted to replace a weekly vote on my post with their ESTM token.
Considering how much I pay to access the data, and how long it takes me each week, doing this post for nothing is just stupid on my part.
Transfers into your wallet since October 2019:
28 STEEM/SP from this post for doing what you'd normally do, and free stats on your engagement which you are free to use in a post.
So I was right there were deposit into my wallet, now there is not, supposedly they are somewhere in the universe to which I can't locate so however I am suppose to deal with that is all my issue in some great mystery hunt of to which I have no idea what the value of some esteem is nor if it's worth my time to go on a treasure hunt far off into some internet universe to locate. Okay.