Who Am I

Maybe your curious about the titled, but unfortunately, I will only give you more information about myself, as what or who I am in my daily life.

So let's start....

Anyway I'm 25 years old with 2 beautiful daughters and had a siblings of 5.

I'm the second eldest, actually when we say eldest, it's means it has a lot of roles being an eldest.

I'm a sister or older sister that has a lot of patience of everything,

Since when I was young I didn't know how to disrespect my parents, even in my body full of bruises due to my moms beat. Still I didn't know to resist against my mother.

That's why I grow up with full of ignorance, afraid or even scared to my mom.

But when the time I entered the World of enjoyment with workmates, I've been so amazed and love to bond and enjoyed with them. Because they're the one who teach me how to fun and roam in everywhere. They feel me of what the world is.

That's why when the time I've got kids,

since I had a child, I can no longer roam or enjoy the outdoors because I focus on my children. I'm just used to suddenly being at home taking care of my children. so I really missed the bonding moments we had with my ex-workmates. Our bondingmoments isjust now a remembrance,the relish of life when you're single is so relaxing, you only think is work and yourself.

but it's not as easy as me because I'm the breadwinner.

Even those days that I have work, still my money/salary had already budget in our daily expenses. So every salary I gave my mom my salary. So I only hold my fare expenses.

That's why my friends or workmates always give me free snacks or gratis...

They know what I am and they always feel me that they are there to help and make me happy.

Ohhhh I even more missed them.... Arrggghhh

Well I love my single days....

So let's go for the topic as I am in real life.

I can easily emotional, or I can cry easily.

I remember before my boss telling me some things my mistakes (they didn't yell at me they only explain) yet my tears already fall. I don't knew why. Yeah even now when someone telling ME some mistakes that I made. I cry directly. That's how i emotional.

I can't hold my tears I swear. Maybe because I grow up with full of fears. That's why my emotion is so sensitive. And also I can carry heavy things, even a 1 gallon of 50 liters I can carry those things. And also I'm not picky eater,i can eat everything as long as its not poison(except those exotic foods I don't like all of them).

And I also had a lazy attitude... Yeah personally when my mom is still alive, she always tell me that I'm lazy, because I can't fold or clean the surroundings faster. I move like a turtle hahahahaha, until now here in my partners house, he always mad at me for being so lazy to wipe the floor and fix the toys that played by our kids.

One thing that still questioned me is, why my body can easily tired. I only survived to work in washing laundry and taking care of the kids and also for cooking. But when it comes to cleanliness I'm lazy. Haha haha. I can weak easily and I will feel tired easily. Since when I was young till now that's my attitude.

You can free to judge me for being lazy.

That's why I don't have a lots of gangs or friends that visit us because I'm shy to show them that I'm a lazy person to clean or fix our house.

I can clean actually. But fixing or sweeping the floor every hour or every 6hrs is in very lazy. I can cleaned once a day. Yeah hahahhaha it's funny but it's true.

I don't care what you would say. I only speak as who I am in real life and as me.

If you think you're nose is bleeding due to my grammar then skip this article. I use google translator but it's even more wrong grammar. That's why I wrote based on what my knowledge says.