Hello @giftto
Welcome to Hive Community

Reading through your post.... hmmmm, it has really been a tough time for you!

I can imagine the feeling of loneliness and the thoughts of being different from others. These thoughts and experiences aren't hard to forget, but I believe you can outgrow them. And you will outgrow them!

I am also sure that you aren't totally free while writing this post 😅 Or maybe, you are free via social media, but still "caged" physically 😜😛🤪

But, I believe you'll get over it soon and you'll be better 😊