Oh brother, I feel for you . I think I went for at least 10 years without normal sleep. I had three boys within five years and I was asses and elbows for some time. So draining, but time passed quickly and they became best friends, hence learned to play together and leave mommy alone to just observe. Do not fret. Just love her and do your best, that's all that counts. Those babies know when they are loved. Then they grow up and always have your back.