Hello @princesstj, thanks for sharing your story with the community.
I'm stopping by to let you know we have a niche community for this kind of topic, called Motherhood, which has been created for topics like this.
Unfortunately OCD community is not suitable as it is for topics that don't fit in any niche community.
Here's the list of communities we have on Hive, to help you find the best one next time.
Thanks a lot for this.
You're welcome.