My weird thoughts about going back to school.

_{photo of me in the learners library office}

Schools have been closed for 10 months now in my region but finally we heard some good news by the officials that schools would be resuming soon. This sounds like good news to some students while the other students are no longer ready for school stress because when we stop doing certain things for a while or for a long period of time we tend to forget some parts of it day by day until it is completely forgotten because the more we stay idle from them, the more they erase from our head

Most of the students already have their interests else where either working, earning some cash or leaving their best lives elsewhere so what if school resumes and we no longer remember the road that leads to our school classrooms. Im not sure i remember any of my lecturers names again because the only names i remember are the names of people owing me money which are, Kingsley, simon, George and twenty something others so there's no space to store the names of my lecturers and i had long moved it into the recycle bin hopefully i will restore them when time comes (i.e if I've not emptied the trash already)

What if me and my school no longer recognize each. I can even walk pass my lecturers without recognizing them. we are just students okay so what if the lecturers no longer know how to teach?. I have this strange and weird feelings about resuming school after a year now. I know of some colleagues that would resume bringing their wife and kids to the class but i dont have mine.

We were supposed to resume with our semester examinations because that was our previous point before schools got suspended. I cant remember the last time i read a paragraph from my textbooks because I've been busy with so many engagements that were meaningful to me than school. I just pray examinations dont come immediately after school resumption because if it does, the school will not understand my results and my parents would need to double their eye lens to look at my results because it might be shocking to thier sight..