11:00 PM and I just realised how long the day has been, just a few minutes before midnight and I am waking up with mixed emotions, worries, concern and determination.
On one hand I am ready to kickstart my seriousness for the season and on the other hand it seems like everything is weighing me down. I know I shouldn't give in to bad and negative energies and I am really trying my best not to.
I've thought of everything that could help my positivity and I've tried to stay that way too but these negativity seems to flash in every once once

January 20! The only thing that would fuel and drive my motivation right now, I need to start getting serious with my studies once more cause it's that period with sleepless nights again, just to make oneself proud.
It's that period of burning the night candles because of the unknown future.
If not for anything but for the fact that we have a lot of people trusting and believing in us and we can't let them down. I have a lot of people looking up to me and I can't let them now, not now, not ever, so yeah I got to get my lazy ass to work and I am doing that right about now.
I will get to work, and for now I wish to tell you all goodnight cause it's past bedtime here and this baby girlie is just waking up lol.

^{PS: Photos are mine except stated otherwise}

𝐖𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐫

   7 January ~ Tuesday