RAMSEY'S REFLECTIONSH

Hamilton Hedge Funds sits in the heart of the city. It's glass facades shimmering like a polished stone, reflecting the city's frenetic energy. Hamilton Hedge Funds has been my play ground for years where Fortunes are made and lost. I have climbed to the rank of a manager in the firm and even earned a recognition as one of the elites in Hamilton Hedge Funds. As my success and fame continue to grow, so does my absence from my family. I'm constantly immersed in the fast-paced world of finance. My focus is fixed on the next big win, the next profitable trade, and the next milestone achieved.

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As I stand at my office window, lost in thought, Emilia's gentle voice resonates in my mind. "Ramsey, Lily needs her father, and I need my husband. We need you!" she pleads. I respond, "I'll make it up to both of you soon." But Emilia persists, her tone laced with frustration. "Lily's asthmatic attacks are increasing, and I'm struggling to manage alone. I feel like a single parent, Ramsey" "get her to the doctor, adjust her meds...it's not a big deal" I responded with a shrug. Her words echo in my mind, fueling the guilt that gnaws at me like a burning fire. My constant absence has forced Emilia to shoulder the responsibilities of raising our daughter and managing the household solo. Meanwhile, I'm consumed by my work, spending 14 hours a day, six days a week, chasing wealth and success. But at what cost? I wonder....

A knock on the door jolts me back to reality; "Excuse me, sir, the stakeholders' meeting commences in five minutes," my secretary announces. "Alright, Margaret, I'll be there " I respond, refocusing. I bring an end to my trail of thoughts, convincing myself that providing for my family means sacrificing quality time with them. However, I'm aware that my insatiable ambition for wealth fuels my actions, despite my family's needs already being met.
In the midst of the meeting, my phone vibrates in my pocket. I discreetly retrieve it, glancing at the screen to see who's calling. My wife's texts and calls stare back at me; "Lily is having another attack" reads the first message. I think to myself, "Not now, please," before silencing the phone to focus on the meeting.Less than a minute passes, and another message arrives: "Please come to the hospital, Ramsey. Where are you? Lily needs you." I sense Emilia's desperation as I read the words. Anxiety and guilt tug at my heart, but I strive to maintain my focus on the meeting, reassuring myself that I'll be there soon.My mind wanders to Lily's fragile health and Emilia's distressed face. I should be there for my wife and daughter, but the allure of wealth keeps me seated, my ambitions prioritized over what truly matters most.

The meeting adjourns, and I swiftly enter my luxurious limousine, its million-dollar value a fleeting thought to me. Five hours have passed since Emilia's last message. My heart raced along with the car as I hasten to the hospital. With intense focus, I cling to the steering wheel, my eyes locked on the road ahead.
The smell of antiseptics envelops me as I enter the hospital. I approach the receptionist, who directs me to my daughter's and wife's location. As I enter the room, my eyes lock onto them, and my heart feels heavy with guilt."Why weren't you here?" Emilia demands, tears endlessly streaming down her face. I stand frozen, gazing at Lily's fragile body surrounded by beeping machines. Memories of my absence during her childhood years flood my mind, and I realize I'm still not there for her as she grows older. Overwhelmed with guilt, I move closer to Emilia and apologize, "I'm sorry, Emilia, I was in a meeting." Her response cuts deep: "You're choosing wealth over us." Her anguish-filled words sink in, and I'm faced with a harsh realization – I've always prioritized my ambitions over everything else, including my family.

Days pass by, and Lily is discharged from the hospital. I revert to my old routine, immersing myself in work, oblivious to the toll it takes on my family. Dinners at home become strained, conversations brief and superficial and as time goes by, the distance between us grows. I continue to work relentlessly, driven by my ambition, fueled by success. I ignore the cost, disregarding the fact that I'm slowly losing my family. My focus remained solely on achieving more, even if it means sacrificing what truly matters.

Just like every other day after work, I drag myself through the front door, exhausted from another stressful day at work. I'm greeted by an unusual silence; the house feels like a deserted island. Assuming everyone is asleep due to the late hour, I begin to head upstairs to my room. However, my eyes catch a glimpse of a paper on the table, and a sense of unease creeps up my spine. I pick up the note, unfolding it with trembling hands.
As I read, my world crumbles: "We've left, Ramsey. We need a fresh start away from the toxic cycle of your ambition. I hope you understand." - Emily.
The room begins to spin, and I collapse onto the couch, the letter slipping from my grasp. I bury my face in my hands, overwhelmed with grief and regret.I think about all the times I prioritize work over my family, all the moments I took for granted. My ambition, once a driving force, now seems like a curse. I realize too late that success isn't worth losing the love of my life and my daughter, they were the only people who truly matter.

The emptiness I feel is suffocating, and I'm left wondering what could have been if only I'd prioritized my family like my ambition.