I had a jolly good read of this story. Need Lindsay I got engrossed in it and reads it all over again so I could digest every line and message the author is trying to pass across.

When he felt ready again, he tried to find the lens, but his mom put it somewhere when she was cleaning, or maybe she found out about it and destroyed it. He kept looking everywhere in the house, but he couldn't find it.

We all have to do this to ward off what we needed to hear or do.

All together, this made a very fascinating read.