I have to admit that this resonated to an extent with me; I haven't derailed off studying and things haven't been as tough as a few years ago...but last night I was terribly frustrated from being taken by my inner demons again. The feeling of wanting to do something for yourself and stop doing something against yourself but being unable to keep up with that promise is one of the worst things you can feel, but I talked about that with a friend last night and having someone that can support you really felt important to me.

That said, I could get to sleep and wake up in a better state than yesterday, looking forward to clear my mind further, detach my head and thoughts from overusing certain things that have got me this way, and exercising my creativity not only to try and achieve ideas that I wanted to do, but also to exercise my concentration and attention to be able to keep up with long projects and ideas once again.

I know that its weird to put this into a comment of all things, but I was already inspired in the morning to write something as a way to stay away from the computer (which is why I checked this community today), and reading this has me even more inspired in expressing myself and working towards to writing what I want to write...which is something that I think that will help me push myself off the terrible headspace I keep getting caught by as a productive action, objective to reach, and a creative outlet for myself to use and free my ideas after so long.

So from several perspectives from myself...I'm grateful that you wrote and posted this :)