Oh no!! I'm so so sorry to hear about your mum Lizzie. I'm sure she is at a better place now and free from pain, and that she'd want to you carry on with life to the fullest.
Thank you for posting in the Train Spotting community, and hopefully you will go on the well deserved luxury train journey very soon
Thank you @livinguktaiwan, Mom really suffered terribly in the end, no pain but the swallowing, speech, immobility and eventually her breathing was affected, so at least the end was quiet and peaceful. I am thankful and believe she's in a place where she can walk again, something she really missed.
I would love to go on this train journey one day!