Hello, everyone; it's been raining here in our place for a week now, and classes are suspended, so it's a great time to stay home and write something inside my mind. And now, I want to share my ideas about the topics that @galenkp gave for week #222, and I choose to answer this question:
If you had two lives available to you how would you use the second one differently based on what you learned in the first? Explain. Use your own photos.
This is a great topic since I dream of having a second life, and if I ever could have one, I would make everything better.
Since my mom passed away, I have always dreamed of having a second life.
If I could have a second life and I would meet my mother again, I would give everything, and I would never give her a hard time dealing with life alone.
My life has been so easy because my mom always carried our burden. I am living the life I dreamed about because I have a selfless mother who did everything possible to give me the dream I have.
This life taught me the importance of life and time. I learned that this life is not ours, and the time will come when we will leave behind everything, and we have no control over that.
My mom has been my best friend, strength, and inspiration. When she left, it felt like half of me had been taken away.
One of the greatest regrets I have right now is that I never had the chance to give the life that she deserves.
Though I have been the primary provider since then, and I also give all the efforts to provide everything, the life I have in my mind and my dreams for her, she never experienced it.
There were also times when my mom was mistreated by others who had money, people who loved to see her suffer even more just because we were poor. She's always being judged by someone who has power. But she takes everything for the sake of our family and our dreams to make it come true.
I had all the chances and opportunities to make my life better in the past, but I hesitated to do it. I was afraid, and I doubted myself.
There are also moments in my life when I never think wisely, which leads me to the wrong path and makes me drown for a long time.
And everything is too late now because my mom is not with me anymore.
So, if I ever have the chance to have a second life, I will:
I will spend more time with my mom. I will never be tired of saying and making her feel how much she means to me and how much I love her.
I will never hesitate to take all the opportunities and chances God will give me. I will have all the courage and all the confidence to try harder to make everything better. I will never hesitate to do things, even if it costs much effort and patience.
If I can live my second life, I will never look down and doubt myself anymore; I will never let anyone or any circumstances hold me back.
If I could have a second life, I would give everything I could to make my mom live the best life she deserves.
If only this is possible no? We can maybe make our life better this time while also facing our regrets, to change them or make a better decision. Anyways, I can really feel your love to your Mom and the slight regrets and sadness. If only, really.
Yes ate, I am still hurting, and I guess it will hurt forever, but I'm still hoping that I can cope with all my regrets ate, and sana hindi pa huli and lahat para sa mga taong nasa paligid ko ngayon.
What a nice reflection, for sure even if you didn't have the chance in this life, your mother knew how you felt about her. Maybe you would have wanted more or better, but surely it was enough. Besides, I can tell from your writing that you remember her with great appreciation, you don't see that every day, and not all parents are partners and understand life to pass on the best to their children! I send you a big hug!
Thank you so much for this beautiful word; I appreciate it so much. If I only could turn back time, I would do everything better, and I will never stop saying how much I love here everyday.
By the way, I have no choice but to move forward and continue doing things that make her proud up there.