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Wat Da Fuq is BLS?

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Good question Listener
Reader.
Soon to be listener. Now read on to find out. Then listen and enjoy the calming soft melodic head smashing mind numbing kick ass heavy rock made by the lead guitarist for Ozzy Osbourne...

BLS is...

Black Label Society & Zakk Wylde

if these songs do not raise your heart rate,

your pulse, you might be dead

𝕊𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝𝕓𝕠𝕣𝕟

𝔽𝕚𝕣𝕖 𝕚𝕥 𝕌𝕡

ℂ𝕠𝕟𝕔𝕣𝕖𝕥𝕖 𝕁𝕦𝕟𝕘𝕝𝕖

Ok, now that you have had a chance to listen to the soothing relaxing melodies of the guitar ripping and brain siezure inflicting heavy metal that is Zakk Wylde and Black Label Society. You can move along back to your Beyonce or Taylor Swift.

Or if you choose to. Just read on about how the song Stillborn still even today makes this @krazzytrukker an emotional wreck.

When I lost my little sister nearly 10 years ago to Cancer I was a drowning man. Paddling desperately to stay afloat in a churning sea of anger, pain and confusion. You see Me and My father both were simply not told she was ill with cancer. Not for 6 hours, not 6 days...

6 Fucking Months.!!

Straight up robbed of any chance of showing our love and saying goodbye. When the few family members who did know she was dying were confronted they simply said...

"We thought we had more time..."

I quickly put my best friend and life partner on an airplane to stand in for me at the funeral. To try and get an explanation as to why from...

Them

I did not attend to protect

Them

To protect myself from the consequences of what I might have done to

THEM

I was left alone to drown in a sea of sorrow and anger. Sorrow at war with anger. I remember it was hard to breathe. I wanted to scream and I did...

ALOT!!

I must have sounded like a wounded animal screaming in pain. I smashed stuff. I turned the very loud sound system in my man cave garage up to eleven just trying to drown out the sounds of pain and rage. Until 3 or 4 in the morning I raged on. I was exhausted. Emotionally drained I just hit my knees and wept until I passed out.

Time has moved on

We all think we have more time. Even those simple minded low i.q. people I referred to as...

Them

My former family members who are also dead to me. They cannot comprehend what they stole from my father and I. Their lack of respect that cost us something no one can put a price on. Not even time can heal this 💔 broken heart 💔 There is just not enough time left in my lifetime for that kind of healing and forgivness.

Sorrow vs. Anger

Sorrow is strong out of the chute. But Anger has the stamina for the long run. But when a song like Stillborn plays I still feel them both. I still ask Why? But I am not screaming it in the middle of the night in a drunken sorrow driven rage.

One thing You and I have in common. You being the reader that might have sailed this far into my sea of sorrow. Is that we all have lost someone who meant the world to us. Do not judge me on what little you know of my life. The people I speak of...

Them

Have had a lifetime of disrespecting and shitting on me. For those that I speak of being dead to me is therapeutic and long overdue. Well deserved one might say. Cut the toxic people out of your lives NOW.!!

Do not be left saying...

"I thought we had more time..."

Thanks for enjoying this Hive Therapy session with me brought to you compliments of #saturdayselections

A somewhat new # hashtag concept added to the #weekend-engagement #weekend-experiences community. Hey we all love music even if you can't draw an awesome piece of art like my Goals art work from the year ending WE. You can always share a few songs that you enjoy. Maybe we can enjoy them also. Or not. That is your decision to make. 😉

Keep on KrazzyRokkin'

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