I see you have enough on your plate, heavy stuff, so it must be difficult. Accompanying someone on their last road is difficult and I am telling you from experience, unfortunately. A good way to externalize your feelings and thoughts is to write on Hive, what you think you want to share. It can serve as therapy.
Anyway, take care and hope to see you more.
Thank you @erikah I am building my commitment this year to #working_out_loud. I interviewed the author of the book this week for a short webinar I'll publish soon. I certainly halps writing stuff down!!